these past few days .. ive realized so much .. saying one thing and doing another is so hard. but you know what, im gonna do it. you gotta work for what you want. i guess i just had to realize everything the harder way because im fucking stupid. i learn things the hard way. thats so bad. i have to learn to love myself before anything else. my insecurities have got to go. there's a good side to me. i just always think of the bad. i don't really know what to say but that these past few days have been the hardest to get by. im gonna prove to myself that i can do it. im capable of anything as long as i set my mind to it. i guess i never really had to go through this. but guess what, its my turn. heres one thing i learned about love .. love is about patience. it takes time. and love is absolutely nothing without trust. i know ive said this to myself before .. but my actions pushed it away from me. ive been saying alot and not doing it. my actions will forsure speak louder than my words this time. all i can do now is to prove it to myself. learn to love yourself before you love anyone else. i know for a fact that i fucked up and i did it to myself. theres no one to really blame but myself. i guess im finally learning. theres a change for 2007. what a great way to start. i guess all i got to do now is hope that its not too late. thanks everyone for everything<3 it means so much to me. and esp. to one person who actually got this thru my big stubborn head. damn.<3333 independence. give it your all. and dont listen to nebody but yourself, take in advice, never let someone tell you what to do.

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When Virgo and Sagittarius join together in a love match, the result is a well-rounded couple. Sagittarius is an explorer who loves to socialize, while Virgo prefers to analyze Sag's discoveries. Both enjoy talking about it with one another. Virgo may demand perfection too soon for Sagittarius's taste, but over time Sagittarius will appreciate a steady and reliable lover whose head isn't always in the clouds.

Virgo and Sagittarius have unique approaches to life; Virgo is more practical and less distracted, while Sagittarius is the energetic explorer. It can be hard for Sagittarius to go along with the pragmatic realism of Virgo. Virgo may have a hard time accepting the Sagittarian energy. Virgo can offer Sagittarius a secure base and keep them on track with their dreams and ambitions. Sagittarius can add variety and new excitement to Virgo's day.

Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. Mercury is about communication, and from Virgo's perspective, analyzing. Jupiter is philosophy, higher learning and travel. These two are about interpersonal communication and can sustain one another. Virgo and Sagittarius can amuse each other by discussing a film or a book in great depth, Virgo focusing on the particulars and Sagittarius commenting on the overall picture.

Virgo is an Earth Sign and Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. Sagittarius wants freedom, while Virgo needs financial strength and domestic stability. Sagittarius is motivated by pure feeling, while Virgo is more of a thinker. As long as they reassure each other that their love for one another is solid and real, their discords can usually be resolved.

Virgo and Sagittarius are both Mutable Signs. They can be spread themselves out over many different tasks, if necessary. It's easy for these two to become interested in the things that the other does. Each has no trouble granting the other the freedom to enjoy things external to the relationship. They have a wonderful, complimentary style of interaction and have no trouble working together.

What's the best aspect of the Virgo-Sagittarius relationship? It's the security they can give one another once they discover their similar lifestyles. They make a wonderful couple once they can teach one another to look at the world through new eyes. As long as they communicate and appreciate what they can learn, theirs will be a stable and happy relationship.

Wow, I haven't written in this thing for a long time. Merry Christmas guys!! So, waiting for winterbreak to come was such a drag! Every single day of that week just seemed way too long. I really hope i'm going to get a 3.0 or higher on my report card because i'm going to need that to drive. I'm going to study my butt off during finals week. Lately, Brandon and I have been having a whole lot of problems because i need to go to "Walmart" and i've been so self-centered and so selfish and unconsiderate. I complain about almost everything and I blame everything on him. I'm pretty glad i've came to realize that. Well, this was what really got to me most, "You complain about everything and you never let me be your boyfriend, but i let you be my girlfriend" meaning that he never complains about shit that I do. and I thought about it and it was so true. Never once has he done that! I'm so glad i have a boyfriend, who still hasn't given up on me like the rest of them has.  Well we sorta worked things out.  Actually, we did. Well, anyways, on Christmas eve i went over to his family thing. It was pretty fun. We opened gifts. I got Circa shoes and leggings from Brandon, earring's from his mom, Hco shirt from his brother, and a Coldstone giftcard from his aunt. Afterwards, we played some game, i forgot what its called. It was so freaking fun! The loosing team had to dance, and i was in it, but i didn't dance because I don't know how.  Oh, and it was embarressing. Left his aunt's house around like 1:45am and dropped by Juday Ho's. Then went home and I was so tired! Today, I went to my grandmother's house for a family thing. God, i Love those things. I only got 60 bucks and an AE sweater though. It's all gravy. The thought.  Well that's it. Four more days until our eight months. Oh so very excited. I don't really have any New Year's resolution though. Well, just to do good in school. Hm, Merry Christmas! Oh and thanks to my secret santa for my gift! <3BrandonJ.Wong